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20 years…

June 22nd, 2015 102 comments

Apparently today is 20 years since he left… I say apparently because from some years up to this point, his departure has become a little ummm blurry to me. I am not sure anymore if it was June or July… the 22nd or the 18th. 17 years, 19 years…? no, 20! 20? I just can’t remember. Not that it matters but I just can’t. Or maybe it matters and the fact that I can’t remember it kind of infuriates me. I mean, that date should be more important, but it’s not anymore…

I know what you are thinking, this is going to be a long, sad, and cliche note about someone who has died and how painful it is but no, it’s not going to be that or at least I will do my best to avoid it (spoiler alert, yeah, some cliches might show up after all).

This is just a rough reminder of how great he was even if he made mistakes, and how strong he was even if he couldn’t help trying to sneak out and eat some ice cream against the dr’s recommendations; how funny he was, even if his jokes were silly and innocent at times (and yes, that humor runs in the family 😉 ). How passionate he was… I remember seeing him shedding some tears while listening to the music he loved. How devoted and loving he was, always telling us to ask mum first, before taking an important decision. How full of energy he was, even if he had the ability of closing his eyes and falling asleep almost automatically. How wise and intelligent he was even if he didn’t have the same opportunities in life than other people had. How deep and happy he was, even if we used to argue a lot about silly stuff. How honest he was even if he had told little white lies here and there. And how much integrity he had; he always taught us to be truthful to ourselves and to follow our own path. He was an awesome dad, even if we weren’t a perfect family…

I would have liked to get to know him a bit more to be honest… but I am happy I had him in my life for that long and even though I don’t remember the exact day he left, I will never forget him nor the length of his stay…


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Merry F&€ing Xmas and Happy new Year!!!

December 25th, 2014 96 comments

Best wishes for all of you and thanx so much for the love and suppor!! <3


Merry Xmas and Happy New Year!!!

Another tattoo…

May 3rd, 2013 176 comments

This one is pretty old, but I still love it. If I bend my back, she gets taller…

Dancer tattoo

Welcome 2013!!!

January 1st, 2013 450 comments

Don’t wish world peace, make it happen with small everyday actions!

Be committed, responsible, spiritual and sensitive, not blind, selfish and reckless.


You want love? Start by expressing it to the people close to you. More love will come as a result ?

Don’t wish for prosperity, be prosperous, positive and constructive with your thoughts.

Whatever you believe is your reality and it will manifest in your life.

Don’t expect the world to end in order to start changing, the change starts  now and within ourselves.

Happy fucking new year!!! Let the music be with you!!!!

Just an ego thing….

July 22nd, 2012 38 comments

Ego trip – Photobooth

This new 2011 started with a lot of projects and new gigs!

January 1st, 2011 10 comments

Happy new year!!! I really hope this new year makes all your wishes come true!

I feel blessed to be surrounded by amazing people and because I am doing what I love: MUSIC! And this new year has brought me so much already! So thanks and keep it coming 😀

New projects, new gigs… my loved ones by my side! What else a girl could ask?

I tell you in advance that I will be playing this Jan 19th in Berlin, Feb 2nd in Stockholm and on Feb 17th in Sheffield… and this is only the warm up for the re release of the album in The Netherlands this March… I will keep you posted!

Love y’a!

Getting ready for Xmas!!

December 17th, 2010 50 comments


I am a fashion victim! Lanvin for H&M…

November 23rd, 2010 32 comments

I was still recovering from a cold today (picture it yourself: running nose that doesn’t want to stop and  an exhausted body requesting more sleep?) but that didn’t stop me for waking up really early (7 am!!!) and running to the closest HM to be one of the firsts to enjoy (and spend money on) the Lanvin collection for H&M! And it was totally worth it!

Here what you’ve missed (or not!):

Lanvin for H&M

Lanvin for H&M - shoes

Lanvin HM

Lanvin for H&M

Stardoll, more than playing with dolls!

June 10th, 2010 6 comments

“Stardoll” is a really fun virtual doll house, where you can create your doll (boys and girls) and interact with other dolls, socialize, play games, etc.

I invite you to check it up… You will find fun games such as dress Natubella for a gig!

Gröna Lund’s “Insane” roller coaster, brief but intense!

May 15th, 2010 86 comments

I love amusement parks, I love roller coasters and Stockholm has both and good ones!

I went to this amusement park: Gröna Lund in Stockholm Sweden, yesterday. I didn’t want to rise my hopes up, knowing that Swedes are pretty conservative and kind of shy… in a way (believe me, I have been here for a while!). But I rushed my judgment. Not only the park was full of people, even though it was a rainy day, but I realized that when they want to have fun, they go for it with no restrain! Check “Insane” one of the roller coaster of the park and its main attraction these days! The ride doesn’t last long and I think it’s for the best! See it for yourselves 😉

Needless to say, I had crazy fun, wouldn’t have you? 😀

Grön Lund, Stockholm Sweden

"Insane", Gröna Lund, Stockholm Sweden.

Swedish bonfire! Witches run away!

May 1st, 2010 9 comments

It is not related to witches actually! Yesterday and as every year, the Swedes gathered around a big bonfire like trying to scare the last chill days away… does it really work? Is the winter gone for good?  Ummm, I’ll tell you soon (so far everything remains cold! brrrrrrr).


Natubella & the Swede bonfire

“The Cove”, touching, heartbreaking documentary…

April 21st, 2010 17 comments

If you love animals like I do, this Academy Award winner documentary is a “must”. When I finished watching it I couldn’t believe how far human stupidity and omnipotence go… It’s a shame that some people is so blinded by the concept of intelligence that they forget to apply it…

And  “The Cove” it’s only one example of this strange “superior” behavior that some human beings have…

Watch it, shed some tears if you feel like (I did!) but then do something to help this or other causes. It doesn’t take much… maybe a sing up in some website… perhaps a small $$ collaboration… everything helps!

Here is a petition to stop the cruelty shown in the documentary, so if you are interested, just sign it!

The Cove

Friday night: horror movies and homemade pancakes…

March 18th, 2010 8,216 comments

Sometimes a little break is not bad at all, isn’t is???

Working a lot in music, can make you as tired or even more than any other job! So I decided to enjoy myself on Friday. Have some friends over and throw this kind of horror night for them (I love horror films, by the way!).

What is on the menu?

* Paranormal Activity

Some nice snacks

* Fright Night (I have seen it before and I think it’s a master piece that is worth to watch it more than once!)

Homemade pancakes with ice cream.

I am not sure if it will be in that specific order, but I am sure we all will enjoy it!

How about your weekend????

Me in a bad hair day? Nah, Fright Night movie caption! :P

Alice in wonderland in 3D!

March 7th, 2010 11,157 comments

Alice in Wonderland - Walt Disney

My grandma used to call me my little “Alice” making reference to the character of the story… I never asked her why though. Maybe because of me having a great imagination… or because I always seemed to be lost in a fantasy land…? I don’t know. I guess I could ask her, but I rather keep the mystery…

Anyway, when I heard about the release of Tim Burton’s movie, “Alice in Wonderland” of course I couldn’t hold myself! I had to watch it and I did. In 3D of course 😉

Here is how I look on those 3D glasses, by the way 😛

Natubella in Wonderland, 3D

Exciting London! Just a quick note…

February 19th, 2010 1 comment

Whenever I go to another city, I feel like a small kid. I want to see, touch, buy, experience EVERYTHING!!!! And London fulfills that perfectly. It’s never enough time though because I am not a simple tourist, I work my ass off rehearsing and preparing the last details of the gigs I have and that leaves not much room for the rest… Nevertheless and between shows I managed to do some shopping and I went to see a MUSICAAAAAAL!!! Yes! I did and it was fantastic! Nordic King’s choice and a good one! We went with a mutual friend and the 3 of us laughed so much!!! Here some pictures of the play. Oh, and the musical was Avenue Q, in case you want to see it 😉

Avenue Q

Avenue Q II